"10 Things I hate about you"

This pregnancy has not been an easy one, i'm going to be honest, the first 7 months was pure hell.  I have an official list of foods that should stay in your body AND not come back up!!!!! not even crackers or toast could help some days and I need to catch up on a lot of sleep still.  If anything it was a start to a great diet losing 2 sizes which saved a lot of money when it came to maternity clothes, all i had to do was buy maternity jeans.  I still fit the rest of my clothes.  I often got questioned if I was excited,  I never had an answer because all your life as a girl you dream to be married and have children you adore and i just couldn't believe such a precious gift that is given could be such torment in ones life and thats just in the womb :).  Well i am now 33 weeks and 5 days and although I still have my rough days I am getting excited as the count down has now begun.  Although the only connection I feel right now to my precious little boy is the constant kicking of my stomach and that he is already dictating when i sleep, what side I sleep on and when I go to the bathroom I cannot wait to hold my little guy and feel the love between mother and child.  To my future son, it has been a love/hate relationship from the beginning that will only develop into way more love then I think you can handle. I can't wait to give you the attention, love and care you deserve. The following is for you, its a quote from my favorite movie just with a few changes:

I hate the way you move in me,

and the way you leave me scared.

I hate the way you give me heart burn,

I hate it when you turn.

I hate that i can't sleep at night

and the way you are always on my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me so sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,

I hate it when you sigh.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not moving around,

and the fact that sometimes there's a lull.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.

Love always,
Your future Momma!